A loss of a warror and rage that is building within

We lost Alcander today. He died like all warriors want to die, in battle. I was not able to witness his end because I fell unconscious during battle. These Drow due not fight with honor, they use tricks to try and defeat their enemies and then run when they lose the upper hand. They remind me of ninja’s from my land. They too use tricks to get upper hands in battle, but tricks can only last so long.

(Later that day: )
I feel rage building in me. I keep falling for these tricks these Drow using. I find myself taking so much damage that I am becoming a burden on the group. I am dishonoring my clan and must not allow this to continue. It is time to not hold anything back and reclaim my honor.